Duxton Plain Park, di antara New Bridge Rd dan Kereta Ayer Rd, pukul 10 pagi waktu Spore. Saya duduk di sana, sendiri, menikmati batang nikotin saya yang pertama. Mp3 player saya terus menerus memutarkan lagu yang sama. Guns n Roses dengan Patience-nya.

Mengamati orang-orang yang berlalu lalang, berjalan santai menuju entah kemana. Mungkin karena hari minggu, maka orang-orang tidak merasa perlu untuk berjalan cepat dengan terburu-buru. Sama seperti saya, taking my time.

Semalam, rooftop. "Buat apa sih nemuin dia? Toh dia cuma mau sex dari kamu", he said. Dan dalam hati saya menjawab, "apa bedanya dengan kamu?"

Sepertinya saya berbicara dengan seorang yang benar-benar berbeda kemarin. Saya seperti tidak mengenali kamu. Kamu, bukan kamu kemarin. Atau aku hanya berharap terlalu banyak bahwa aku cukup mengenal kamu? Ah, mungkin aku memang tidak begitu mengenalmu.

"Kamu lebih cocok nulis sesuatu yang pathetic dari pada sesuatu yang romantis."
Than, here comes one. Bukan tulisan saya. Hanya meng-copy-paste lyric Guns n Roses.

Shed a tear
Cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you
Every day now

Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just
A little patience

Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just
A little patience

I sit here on the stairs
Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear

Sometimes, I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use
A little patience

Said, sugar, take the time
Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, we won't fake it
Oh, I'll never break it
Cause I can't take it

Little patience
Mm yeah, mm yeah
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience, yeah
Some more patience, yeah

I been walking the streets at night
Just trying to get it right
(Need some patience, yeah)
Hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like
Being stuck in the crowd
(Could use some patience, yeah)
And the streets don't change
But baby, the name
I ain't got time for the game
(Gotta have some patience, yeah)
Cause I need you
Yeah yeah, I need you
(All it takes is patience)
Ooo, I need you
Whoa, I need you
(Just a little patience)
(Is all you need)
Ooo, all this time

So, should I wait? Saya bisa jadi sangat sabar. Should I wait?

Errgghhmm... Dont think so... :D